2/23/06 - Chapter 22, Golden Fury and Chapter 23, Concern of Time-Keepers have now been posted. The second chapter is to make up for the skipped week.

2/9/06 - Chapter 21, Daughter, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

I will be on vacation next week. The next update will be two weeks from today.

2/2/06 - The site could not be updated last week due to technical difficulties. My apologies if you were waiting for the post. To make up for the missed week I have posted two chapters and a poem this week. Chapter 19, The Voyage, and Chapter 20, First Date, of Time-Keepers have now been posted.

Dancer, a new poem, has been added to the poetry page.

1/19/06 - Joe Kindorf passed away last night after a long illness. Joe was a co-worker of mine at MEDITECH. He will be missed.

Chapter 18, Flight, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

1/13/06 - Chapter 17, The Clue, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

It looks like I will be taking Simon to Arisia this weekend. I am excited as it will be his first convention!

I added two poems to the poetry page.

1/5/06 - Chapter 16, Final Selection, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

12/30/05 - Chapter 15, Ultimatum, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

Happy New Year! Simon and I will be celebrating at Bright Night.

My Internet access will be severely limited for the next few weeks. I will attempt to continue weekly posts, but it might not be possible. My apologies in advance.

12/22/05 - Chapter 14, Pressure, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

Art is defined by answers.com as "Human effort to imitate, supplement, alter, or counteract the work of nature." Games can (and many do) imitate, supplement, alter, and counteract the work of nature (or life). The film critic and movie producer who recently stated that games are inferior to movies as an art form are snobs. Both of their careers rely on an industry that makes less money than that of the video game industry. A critic is paid to give their opinion and thus they often get an inflated ego about how important and how far-reaching their opinions should be.

It has been said that games do not make people cry as opposed to movies. While I do not belive I have ever cried because of a video game I have cried because of a LARP. I also have probably been frustrated almost to the point of crying with some video games. I know my son has cried because of video games. That being said, there is only one song I can think of that can cause me to cry. There are no paintings or sculptures that have ever made me cry. Finally, I personally find games more intellectually stimulating because of their interactive form.

12/15/05 - Chapter 13, The Hacker, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

I added a definition of fox to the game development glossary.

12/8/05 - Chapter 12, The Biologist, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

I just completed a beginner's Salsa class. I have to wait until late January for the intermediate class. Tonight I'll be going to the opening of Providence's D-V-8. Before D-V-8 I will be having sushi with my sushi meetup group.

Nintendo's Revolution system sounds amazing. I keep imagining how their new control will be. This is the most revolutionary hardware designs I have ever seen. I wish it would be out sooner.

12/1/05 - Chapter 11, The Stefano Family, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

I replaced the Red Cross banner with the Child's Play banner. Please support Child's Play. It's a great way for gamers to give back to the community.

11/25/05 - Chapter 10, The Lyles Family, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

Happy Thanksgiving! This year I went to an 'Orphan Thanksgiving'. Which basically meant a bunch of friends that either had no family to spend the day with or had no family they wanted to spend the day with. I fell more in the former category.

This year I'm thankful for my son's health and happiness. I'm thankful that my mother has made a full recovery from her coma. I'm also thankful for all my friends new and old alike. Finally I'm thankful to have a job that I enjoy, that challenges me, and that supports my lifestyle.

11/18/05 - Chapter 9, Intervention, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

Sorry for the delay in posting this week's chapter. I went to the 2nd Annual Rhode Island Dark Music Festival last night which kept me up too late. While there I saw Incus preform. They were great, I even bought a CD.

11/10/05 - Chapter 8, Birthday, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

Moving has its ups and its downs. The main upside to me is that it's great exercise, It is also a good time to get rid of junk. The downside is having everything packed and not being able to put Tabasco sauce on pasta because it's buried deep in boxes.

I never mentioned much about ICC here. For a detailed review you can go to my livejournal. I also made a post about White Wolf's current plans.

11/3/05 - Chapter 7, Children, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

My house is going to be painted soon so my Internet access will be intermittent for a few weeks. I will try to keep posting but I will not promise anything.

I took my first Salsa Lesson last night. It was a fun class.

10/20/05 - Chapter 6, Progress, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

I will be at the International Camarilla Conclave next weekend. This means I will not be making a Thursday update next week. So we will skip a week.

10/13/05 - Chapter 5, The Call, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

You may have heard of Jack Thompson's Proposal to have a game industry write a game so he will give $10,000 to charity. Jack, $10,000 is dirt dude. If you want to make a point add one or more zeros. Also, your game sounds really boring . . . maybe that's why nobody knows who you are.

10/6/05 - Chapter 4, Carmen, of Time-Keepers has now been posted. It introduces the character that is my personal favorite of the book.

I am progressing in Liquid Dance. Dancing is becoming a real fun part of my life.

9/29/05 - Chapter 3, The Hunt Family, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

Despite getting sick Wednesday, this was an awesome week. I got to see Voltaire in concert at Nokturnal. It was the first time I had ever heard any of his music. I was actually expecting dark brooding punk/goth music. I was happily surprised. This guy could be our generation's Weird Al.

9/22/05 - Chapter 2, Greed, of Time-Keepers has now been posted.

9/15/05 - Chapter 1 (Awakening) of Time-Keepers has been posted here. A chapter will be posted weekly until the book is available for purchase. The details of printing are currently being negotiated. It is possible that even after the book is available for purchase further chapters will be posted on this site.

9/8/05 - Why do we have the Federal government? I love my local government, it provides for roads, schools, and trash removal. The federal government provides a self-sufficient mail delivery system. What is my money going to? 20% goes to the army fighting a war I disagree with. Well, that's fine. Maybe I'm wrong. I certainly agree we need an army to defend ourselves. Than 58% of my money goes to social security and medicare, which I doubt will ever help me! I'm sure both systems will be too broken by the time I hit whatever ridiculous age is required. 1% goes to foreign aid, I like that, though I disagree on who should get that aid. 7% goes to interest, which makes me wonder why we are in so much debt. So what does the federal government do? I want it to protect me. I want it to protect ALL of its citizens. ALL, not just white rich citizens, but all of them. Yes, the country has some great laws that are fairly similar to laws in Canada and most European nations. So I'm not too impressed there.

Here's the thing. I expect my money for defense to go to defense! I expect the government to defend its citizens. Why are we in Iraq when we NEED to be in New Orleans? The citizens of New Orleans are in a clear and present danger from the environment and our own god-damned government. What the fuck is going on! Why were people left behind? Where was the food and water? Why was the government shooting at innocent civilians who just wanted to walk out of the city? Why were citizens held hostage without food and water! Where is the outrage over how mismanaged this has been?

September 11th was amazingly organized and taken care of. It was done so well that some wonder if it was expected. Why is it that when our president (or his daddy) have no agenda to push disaster response is horrific?

I wish the answer were as simple as impeaching Bush. At this point I've lost ALL faith in the federal government. If Washington could see us now he would break down and cry. The revolutionaries would wonder why they bothered to free us. We would almost be better off if we stayed under the yoke of the British!

Even if another person was in his place the system putting him or her there would insure corruption. The two party system enforces corruption.

If I could leave the United States right now I would. Unfortunately I can't take my son out. If I could I would certainly go as there is no way I want to chance him getting drafted for a future war or for the current military "effort" if it lasts until he is old enough (which the way it is going might just happen).

9/1/05 - It is scary to see a US city underwater. My thoughts go out to those effected by Hurricane Katrina. I have updated the Red Cross banner to mention the relief efforts.

NERE 2005 was a success. I had a lot of fun and so did the majority of the attendees. I am working with folks in Albany to pursue the possibility of having NEGLECt and ICC there.

8/18/05 - There was an excellent article about last month's Post Mortem on masslive.com .

NERE is next week so there will probably be no update. I will be in Maine on Thursday. Will you miss me as much as I will miss you?

8/11/05 - Brenda's talk at PostMortem was excellent. She is writing a book on the topic which I cannot wait for her to finish.

I am crazy-busy with NERE.

8/4/05 - Today is Simon's 5th birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMON! I love you.

Tuesday will be this month's Post Mortem gathering. It is an important topic for the industry so I have included the entire post:

In the last year, over a dozen bills targeting video games were put before state Assemblies and Senates throughout America. In other countries, video games were banned outright. Legislators seek to control their sale and their distribution while big box retailers indirectly influence their content. And all this before Hot Coffee. Now, we face irate politicians and the FTC... again.

What does this mean for us as game developers? What should we do? How will the legislation affect us? Who's calling the shots?

If you make or play video games, this Post Mortem is a must for you. Find out:

• Who says The Sims is an 18+ violent video game
• Why sports games can't be sold to minors in Illinois
• What heroin has in common with Mario
• Why you only think you have creative control

As a 23-year veteran of the video games industry, Brenda Brathwaite is currently a senior designer at Cyberlore Studios. She has worked on 20 published titles including the award-winning Wizardry series of role playing games and the award-winning Jagged Alliance series of strategy role-playing games. Most recently, she was lead designer on Playboy: The Mansion for Cyberlore. Brenda was also a host of the "Sexuality in Games" Roundtable at the 2005 Game Developer's Conference, the founder and moderator of the IGDA Sexuality in Games mailing list, and the founder and chair of the IGDA Sex SIG. Brenda is also a member of the International Game Developers Association.

7/29/05 - The Save ConnectiCon drive has ended. The drive took in a total of $34,525.81 which was a little more than required to get the couple out of debt. Thank you all for your help. I have replaced the banner with the Red Cross banner.

The NERE 2005 site has been updated. It's now super sexy thanks to the efforts of Damian Broccoli.

My softball season ended last night. We lost all the games we played this season. This is an actual record for the league. In the years the softball league has been running no team has lost all games. Despite our poor record we did make it into the play-offs. All teams make it to the play-offs which makes you wonder what the regular season is for. In any case, I had a great game. I was the catcher every-other inning. Except for possibly a foul ball I might have been able to catch I had no errors (nobody scored or got a base because of a mistake I made). I also scored two singles. One got me to second because of a bad throw to first. I then got to third and home. Unfortunately the ball that got me to home was caught in the outfield. The team was pretty surprised and impressed.

7/21/05 - Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas is being talked about because there is a way through cheats and or mods to unlock a mini-game of a sexual nature. The mini-game shows no nudity (like the Sims which is rated T for Teen). The game ratings group ESRB are considering changing San Andreas from M (Mature/17+) to AO (Adults Only/18+). There seems to be little distinction between the two ratings. People like senator Hillary Clinton (who voted for her by the way, were there bribes involved) are trying to get federal legislation to restrict the sale of games to children.

MPAA (Movie) ratings and ESRB ratings are both voluntary. I am horrified when I hear a parent of a child my son's age say they will take their child to see Revenge of the Sith. When I compare that movie to other movies with PG-13 ratings like Spiderman 2 I wonder if Revenge of the Sith actually deserved an R rating. Every system has its flaws and federal regulation is a waste of tax dollars. It is a parent's responsibility to know at least the ratings of the games their children play. Games I have for my son are all rated E (For Everyone) and eC (Early Childhood).

If you live in a hole (so deep you cannot get wireless access) you may not have heard James Doohan died yesterday because of pneumonia. He will certainly be missed.

ConnectiCon was fun. I saw a few booths of web comic artists like Comedity and Cain. I spent a little time at the rave, which was kind of lame. The rest of the time I was helping with Requiem. If I can go next year I will probably stay for the whole event so I can play more games.

The convention center ConnectiCon was held in charged far more than their original estimate. This has placed the couple who chaired the convention in $34,140.58 of debt. To help support them I have changed the top banner to a Save ConnectiCon banner.

7/14/05 - I went to court today. The divorce will be final in 90 days.

I will be at ConnectiCon this weekend. It looks like it will be fun. Requiem will be on Friday and Saturday.

7/7/05 - The terrorist attacks today in London have hopefully come to an end. It sounds like London's emergency management team has done an excellent job limiting the amount of people hurt and killed.

A group related to al Qaeda is trying to claim responsibility for the attack. Terrorism is the use of force or threat of force to coerce a government or society into making ideological or political changes.

The United States was founded by terrorists. The Boston Tea Party and the burning of the Gaspee were terrorist acts. Unlike 9/11 and the attacks in London the terrorist attacks of our fore-fathers were for political reasons and were not intended to hurt people.

Religion has always been a tool to control others. Wether or not a deity or set of deities exist man uses the belief or faith in them to control others. Christianity promises that people who do not sin or who ask forgiveness for their sins before they die will go to heaven. Some branches of the Islamic faith belive that fighting for God (much like Catholics fought in the Crusades) will insure them a place in heaven. These branches further proclaim that suicide to die for god will allow a person into heaven.

Jesus Christ was a martyr. The faith created around his actions required a peaceful interaction with non-believers as Jesus himself acted in such a manor.

Mohammed was a military leader. He used his followers to take over his pagan home city of Mecca. He personally created the religion to be peaceful. No harm came to the pagans who laid down their weapons in Mecca. Still, he used a show of force. Now, almost two thousand years later the followers of his religion have to interpret his actions. If Mohammed used force to take over a city should Muslims use force to take over the world? The religious leaders who want to increase their power (like Ossama Bin Laden) will say yes.

How do you prove to a believer that there is no god and thus no heaven? How do you prove they are being used? Faith is meant to be blind. You must blindly follow and blindly believe, if you do not you will not gain the reward (heaven) just as belief in Santa or the Easter Bunny is required for the toys and candy.

6/30/05 - One of my closest friends is moving from Rhode Island to Tennessee. I will miss her more than she understands and I hope she keeps in touch.

Simon and I will be visiting my father this weekend. It will hopefully be a nice relaxing weekend away from 'it all'.

I am working on a new project while I wait on Copyediting for Space Orphans. I have a working title, but I want to keep the details to myself until I get further along with it.

6/23/05 - I updated my iTunes List today. Not much has changed, but it includes some newer bands and of course newer songs.

I ended up playing catcher on Monday. I had a few errors and could have gotten some outs for my team by catching fouls. Still, I got two runs for my two at bats. My first hit of the game was a double due to an error by the other team. The second hit was a single. I am really surprised I did so well, especially since the sun was pointing directly at home plate as it set. It was my best game this season.

6/16/05 - I may possibly be the worst softball player in the United States of America. I am not positive as I have not seen every softball player play, but it is indeed a possibility. Actually, tonight I had my best game of the season. I hit the ball all three times I was at bat. The first time I even made it to first (and from other batters as far as third). I still have not scored a run this season. The other two hits I got were not caught, but one was captured fast enough to get me out and the other to get another person out ending the inning. I cannot throw very far, but I am getting better. Perhaps playing catch when I was a child would have been a good idea!

6/11/05 - White Wolf has finally finished the MET (Minds Eye Theater) books. I pre-ordered my copies and got the PDF versions. I finished reading them a few nights ago and have moved on to a new project. I like the changes to MET because they make combat last longer. That has been the biggest problem in the games so I look forward to the changes being accepted by the Camarilla.

We have finally announced NERE 2005. For details you can visit the NERE site: http://nere2005.neregion.net/text/index.htm.

6/3/05 - It came to my attention recently that there are some movies I should have watched by now. They are Dogma, and Fight Club. I have wanted to see The Aviator for awhile so I rented it and Dogma. They were both phenomenal. The Aviator was not exactly what I had expected. I never knew Howard Hughes had a mental condition. While I knew about his background in designing airplanes I had not known about his work in movies. I have to wait to get a copy of Fight Club.

5/26/05 - Star Wars: Episode III was excellent. It certainly earned it's PG-13 rating. I kept thinking after order 66 was issued, 'No, look-out!' It was probably the best of the first three. I have to spend more time to decide how it compares to the original three.

I played Forsaken on Saturday. It was fun. I hope to play it some more soon.

5/19/05 - Star Wars: Episode III was released early this morning to the general public. I would have watched it at the midnight showing if I thought I would still be able to function at work today. I opted for caution and decided to see it tonight at 7:30 instead. I bought my ticket awhile ago. Just to avoid spoilers I am avoiding all media today. Except to update my website I am not using IM or browsing the Internet. Instead of listening to a radio station I am listening to CDs. I will go alone. I went to the last two alone so it just seems right to see this one alone. I wish I could take Simon to see it. He loves Star Wars, but with this one rated PG-13 due to more violence he can and should not go.

NERE has finally been announced. It will take place at the Merry Manor Inn, Portland Maine August 25th-28th 2005. More details will be released in the next few weeks.

5/12/05 - The third draft of Space Orphans was completed on 5/10/05. Copyediting has begun as has work on the fourth draft. As I am unsure when copyediting will complete I cannot give an estimate on when the fourth draft will be completed.

Details of the next generation X-Box are rumored to have been leaked. The copy I saw mentioned a ridiculous number of pixels that can be displayed per second. Apparently we have jumped straight from reasonable frames per second to the unimaginable future where we count pixels per second using the word billions.

Last night I attended a Boston Post Mortem meeting. I was discussing with a friend of mine who develops games for the cellphone how his portion of the industry will probably be doing a lot better than the rest in the coming years. Reviewers, publishers, and at times customers demand more. More content, more features, more textures, more levels, more gameplay, and better AI. At the same time they want all of this to work with a graphics standard that has been raised beyond belief. Maybe Lorne Landing's decision to take Oddworld Inhabitants from the games industry to the film industry actually is justified. Does it matter that the game industry has more income than the film industry? A film takes less time to make. In some cases it takes less people to make. The question is, on average, which takes more man hours? In the game industry the man hours average is increasing. The film industry's man hours are staying about the same. With the exception of MMORPGs, I hope games can go back to focusing about game design and leave concerns about technology behind.

5/5/05 - A greyhound park in Plainfield CT recently closed. There are hundreds of dogs that need to find homes. Greyhounds make great pets. If you are interested in adopting please visit http://www.greyhoundpets.org/.

4/28/05 - I have been given the position of convention lead for NERE 2005. This means I am EXTREMELY busy. I just spent four hours staring at dollar signs making a budget. So, not much of an update today. I had a whole rant about ambition in mind too. Maybe I will post it next week.

4/21/05 - I finished my Forsaken PC yesterday! It is just in time for a prelude game Saturday. I wrote some more about him on my LiveJournal.

4/14/05 - I got my second copy of Werewolf: The Forsaken Friday! I finished reading Shadow of the Giant Friday night. It was good, but in some ways disappointing. It might be mostly because I hate when a good series ends. I have read through to the appendices of Werewolf: The Forsaken. Hopefully I will finish it soon and be able to start creating characters.

The marketing battle for the next generation of consoles has begun. My last two systems purchased were a GameCube and a Nintendo 64. I liked the games on them. They played well and were fun for my son and I. My disappointments with the GameCube were that it could not play Nintendo 64 games and it could not play DVDs. I found the selection of games superior to that of the Playstation 2 and the X-Box. As a developer my choice for ease of coding would be the X-Box as it is closest to Windows. Whatever happens, I think I will be sticking with Nintendo for a long time to come.

I moved some older posts to the What's Old Archive.

Last weekend was great. I had a blast with Simon. I miss him. This weekend I will be running a Requiem game on Friday. On Saturday I will be playing at the CT game and Sunday I might play Changeling.

4/7/05 - I lost my copy of Werewolf: The Forsaken Sunday! I gave up waiting and ordered a new one with overnight delivery. Hopefully it will be here tomorrow. I am taking Simon to visit my father in Sandwich NH this weekend. Hopefully I will have it by then.

I wrote some fiction for my Forsaken PC. It is about his first change. You can read it on my LiveJournal.

3/31/05 - I finally got my copy of Werewolf: The Forsaken Saturday. I gave up on buying it from Amazon.com (because they delayed the order) and picked it up at a comic shop in Salem. I have read about a third of it all ready. So far it looks better than Requiem in terms of gameplay.

3/24/05 - I ordered Shadow of the Giant yesterday. It is the latest in Orson Scott Card's Shadow series. I have already read the first chapters online. It has an awesome start, so I hope it gets here soon! At the same time I am waiting for my copy of Forsaken. I am suppose to be storytelling for Forsaken but my order got delayed. I have a friend with an extra copy, so hopefully I can snag that one. If not I need to find a game store. Sigh.

3/17/05 - Happy St. Patrick's Day! As far as I know my lineage includes no Irish, English yes, but Irish no. Still I can pretend. It helps that my second favorite local band is the Dropkick Murphys. In fact, despite being at the tail end of a stomach virus, I have defied my health by eating cornbeef and cabbage. Yes, I'd rather get sick than miss my cornbeef and cabbage!

I joined Mother's Without Borders recently. Yesterday they sent me a thank you note signed by their CEO. It was an actual signature, not just a stamped signature. I am impressed with the personal touch. I think most of their current work relates to the Tsunami relief efforts. Their stated purpose is to care for the orphaned and vulnerable children of the world which fits perfectly in-line with the type of charities I prefer to donate to, children's charities. I wish their name was a tad less sexist, but heck, nurturing and caring for children does tend to get associated with mothering.

3/10/05 - The second draft of Space Orphans was completed on 3/5/05. I expect to have the third draft (which is already 20% complete done) finished early next quarter. Copyediting has also begun.

I fully support Greenspan's plan for replacing federal income tax with a consumption tax (national sales tax). I've always felt there should only be one type of tax. I had always assumed it would be best if all but income tax was removed. After hearing this proposal I have changed my mind. This would mean a far smaller IRS. There would no longer be audits. Or if there were audits, they would be for retailers. This would make it a little more difficult for retailers, especially in states without sales tax. The best reason is that people will no longer need help to pay taxes (at least federal taxes). Some people will still need help with state income taxes. I expect H&R Block would go out of business. Do not be surprised if they lobby against the change.

Another reason to support it is it's lack of loopholes. No expensive tax attorney can reduce the amount a person would pay.

The only thing to worry about is big purchases. This will make houses and cars far more expensive. On the other hand, it will make saving money toward retirement far easier.

3/3/05 - My wife and I are getting separated. Obviously I have no obligation to post this here. However, I think at first I was very much in denial. It will be easier for me to face the facts if everybody knows then if it is a secret. Plus, now I do not have to guess who knows, I can assume everybody does.

We are doing what we can to make this a hurtless process. No one person is to blame for this.

So, how does this effect the site? Hopefully, it will not. I plan on posting at my same frequency. I might have less time to write for awhile.

2/24/05 - I am half done with 2nd draft of Space Orphans. Were it not for having two colds in so many weeks I would probably be done.

I just finished the Requiem portion of the NE region's new World of Darkness timeline. I used OpenOffice because I cannot justify the need to pay money for a spreadsheet program. Heck, for what Microsoft charges I would be better off writing my own.

2/17/05 - I'm back, did you miss me? I had an incredible amount of fun in NYC. The Requiem game was the best I've been to this year. I was also impressed by how cleaned up NYC is compared to when I was last there.

Tomorrow is my second Requiem game as a storyteller. I have a lot planned and while I think my first game went well I think I'll be more organized and this one will run even better.

Game Developer Magazine's February 2005 issue has an article titled "Increasing the Bottom Line: Women's Market Share" by Clarinda Merripen. If you don't have the issue, I highly recommend you get a copy. It's a great fact sheet covering misconceptions about women and games. It contains some of what she covered at Postmortem recently. In one place the article states, "Women influence or more directly control over 80 percent of both consumer and business goods and services." It also states that, "Women account for 66 percent of all home-computer purchases." Clarinda states in one portion, "In order to make games both women and girls enjoy, they should hire women to create them."

2/3/05 - I'll be on vacation in the Berkshires next week. There will be no update as I will have no Internet access.

I'm going to Manhattan for a game on Saturday. I'm extremely nervous. I've been to NYC before, but never as an adult. I've also never driven in it. I have to overcome this fear for my gaming addiction. I predict high parking fees!

We went to an eye doctor today for Simon. He had glasses, but they were a bad prescription. The doctor today said that most children his age with such poor eyesight would have been crosseyed years ago. She said Simon had compensated using environmental cues. In other words, he was smart enough to overcome the shortcomings of his eyes. This makes me feel very proud. :).

1/27/05 - Despite the forecast I went to New Hampshire on Saturday to play Requiem. I got there safely (only skidding once, a few miles from the destination). That night I decided to stay. There was an option of going to Salem Mass, but I felt the weather and parking would be too much hassle there. Sunday morning I discovered that Rhode Island and Massachusetts were covered in feet of snow. I helped shovel the house I had stayed at. The governors were advising people not to travel, so I was fortunately able to stay in New Hampshire. Finally, I left around noon on Monday. I dropped off a friend in Boston. When I got home I spent 2 hours shoveling. Then, of course, it snowed yesterday. I shoveled last night and a little this morning. My back is issuing protests about shovelling.

1/20/05 - The first draft of Space Orphans was completed on 1/17/05 with 78,321 words. I expect to have the second draft completed later this quarter.

The fourth issue of The End Times was published today.

1/13/05 - Clarinda Merripen of Cyberlore gave a talk at Postmortem last night called Women + Videogames = Profit. It was amazingly insightful. For example, she mentioned how many stores have trial kiosks. They usually appeal more to men because it puts people in a situation where they are learning in front of an audience and can therefore cause ridicule. One issue throughout the industry is the lack of women employees. This is often caused by the lack of flexible benefits and crazy hours game developers often are required to put in. One of her ideas, which is used by the company she works at, is to put in job ads 'looking for a woman or man'. This is supposedly seen as code to women that yes, they can have those types of jobs. Another issue she mentioned is that women are usually on the lower end of tech curve. New tech devices usually go to the boys, then the men, then the girls, and finally the women of a household. She also mentioned how even though 40% of game purchases are by women gaming magazines have less then 5% of a female audience. The small percentage is due to the (poor) advertising and marketing of and in the magazines. I hope she will post the presentation on the web. If not, she is also writing an article for Game Developer Magazine.

The Postmortem meeting was in The Skellig Pub and Restaurant of Waltham. After our meeting concluded the room we used was scheduled for a weekly singer/songwriter series. Brit Kirk, who is a new artist, did an amazing performance. The best way I could describe her is Counting Crows meets Alanis Morissette. The lyrics were surprisingly emotional and inciteful. Hearing her is the perfect reminder that artists in the business for money are in it for the completely wrong reason. You cannot make art out of money, art comes from the heart, not a wallet. Unfortunately, she has no mailing list, website, or even CD at the moment. The event is run by Tom Bianchi. Tom is an amazing instrumentalist. If you are ever near Waltham I highly recommend going one Wednesday.

1/6/05 - The first draft of Space Orphans is 75,000 words as of 1/6/05. I expect to finish the first draft of the novel this quarter.

The next book in the Shadow portion of Orson Scott Card's Ender series is due to hit stores in March. The book is called Shadow of the Giant. He posted the first three chapters on his website. I read them, and now I wish I had not because I do not want to wait until March to read the rest!

Child's Play totals are in: $310,000. That is sixty thousand more than last year. I was a little disappointed in how it was run this year. I liked how last year they made updates, posted letters, and posted pictures every couple of days. It was like we were building towards something. This year all they had was the new site with the corporate sponsors and a thermometer. They did not even take pictures. I guess this is partially due to having multiple locations. I hope they do it next year like they did it the first year.

12/30/04 - Happy New Year!

I wish I had better news for the New Year. Many New Years festivities throughout the world have been cancelled or replaced with events to mourn the victim's of Monday's devastating Tsunami. The death toll as listed on CNN is currently 116,000. That's not 116,000 possible deaths, that is 116,000 reported and confirmed deaths! To put that in perspective, less than 3,000 people died in the 911 attack. The highest death toll to a natural disaster in the United States was in Galveston Texas when in 1900 a hurricane killed an estimated 6,000 people.

A tsunami is a large wave created by an earthquake or volcanic eruption. In this case it was caused by a 9.0 earthquake. At 9.0 on the richter scale this is the largest earthquake in the world since 1964. While you might not think 9.0 is much higher than say 7.0 (which is considered major) you need to realize the scale is in magnitude. A 9.0 is the equivalent of 32 BILLION tons of dynamite. An 8.0 is only the equivalent of 1 billion tons of dynamite. The following is a map showing the effect of the Tsunami.

Child's Play has concluded. I may post some information on it's results later. Thank you for participating. I have replaced the banner with a Red Cross banner. Please support the Red Cross' Tsunami Relief effort. The Red Cross is an amazing organization who did a tremendous job during 911. From what I have heard they are the leading relief organization for this disaster. They need as much help as they can get so PLEASE donate.

If for whatever reason you would prefer to support a different organization's relief effort CNN has a list of organizations who are working on the effort. They include UNICEF and AmeriCares. For the complete list please visit http://www.cnn.com/2004/WORLD/asiapcf/12/28/tsunami.aidsites/.

12/23/04 - Happy Holidays!

Bush is working on a plan to be able to shut down the Global Positioning System (GPS) in a national security emergency, like a terrorist attack. So, in a national emergency, say when terrorists decide to attack power grids, Bush wants to be able to turn off GPS. Currently aircraft and hikers are probably the most reliant on GPS. Cars are becoming more reliant. How will people get good evacuation directions if GPS is down? Maybe they should stop and buy maps! Seriously, this is what terrorists want. They want the government to make the average person feel unsafe, to feel terror. It also plays perfectly into party politics. Vote for us, we will protect you . . . from the scare we created.

12/16/04 - The first draft of Space Orphans is nearing completion. It will probably be just over 75,000 words. It is about 68,000 words at the moment.

I have gotten two quotes for printing Time-Keepers. At the prices I have seen and based on commissions using places like Amazon.com that sell books at 'discount prices' I have to sell over 1,000 copies to make a profit. This is mostly because the book is 600 pages. The initial cost for most printers is the most expensive cost. Most printers use metal plates to set the ink on the pages. With 600 pages that means 600 pages worth of plates. I might be able to afford a print run of 1,000 but it would be very tough. Plus, even if I can afford the printing I still need to promote the book. Extra runs are cheap, but I'm worried about selling all 1,000 of the first run.

12/9/04 - Surprisingly enough, I'm still watching Enterprise. I had thought the series was ending last season, which basing it on that season's episodes would have been a good thing. This season is better though. The characters are actually heroes again. They are also getting involved with the back story of the other series, which I find interesting.

In one of the early seasons of Enterprise there was a blatent reference to HIV. Mind-melding in Enterprise's era could cause a disease in the meldee. In that episode it was compared to HIV by the way people acted to the meldee with prejudice. There also was 'no cure' like HIV. There were even commercials about HIV and AIDs during the initial airing.

In last weeks episode we find that a cult of Vulcans know the truth, the disease is caused by poorly trained melders and it IS CURABLE. So now I have to wonder, what are they saying? This cure was kept a secret because the people in power felt those who melded were subversive. Are the writers of Enterprise trying to say there is a cure to HIV but the government is suppressing it? Thats what it sounds like to me.

There was also a blatent reference to the war in Iraq. The last episodes were a three-part story. In the first episode the Earth embassy on vulcan was blown up. Evidence was found that linked the explosian to a group of Vulcans called Syrrannites. The Vulcan government claimed that Syrrannites were subversive terrorists that destorted the teaching of Surak (the founder of logic). At the same time the Syrrannites claim they are a peaceful group. Also, the Syrrannites live in a hidden community of tunnels within an extremely dangerous dessert called the forge. The forge has anti-electronic properties that make most technology unusable within it.

Malcolm finds a bomb inside the embassy that has DNA from the leader of the Syrrannites. Captain Archer goes into the forge to find the Syrrannites. The Vulcan government says they will find and prosecute the Syrrannites themselves.

While the captain is unreachable in the forge the doctor discovers that the DNA is from when the leader had been a baby. In other words, the evidence was planted.

The leader of the Vulcan government begins bombing the forge to kill the Syrrannite terrorists. So I guess that means the forge is Afghanistan and the Syrrannites are Al Quada!

The Vulcan leader than shows (fake) evidence that Andorians have a version of the Xindi weapon prototype. For this reason they must go to war. The Xindi weapon is a weapon of mass destruction. They are now comparing Andorians to Iraqis. In the end Enterprise stops the war and reveals that the Syrrannites are not terrorists. There is also a final scene where the Vulcan leader talks to a Romulan about reuniting their planets. If I remember correctly old school Romulans were supposed to be Russians or Chinese. So are they saying George W. Bush started the war because he has some ally he wants to reunite with?

I think they want a bit overboard with the social commentary. They were good episodes, but comparing Syrrannites to Al Quada is just too much.

12/2/04 - I am starting to look into self-publishing options. I really want to work with a publisher, but thus far none have shown interest. I have sent out submissions to all publishers that publish science fiction (and accept submissions). There are several negative connotations toward self-publishing, mostly generated by publishers who prefer you to buy their books. It can make more money to self-publish, but really I prefer the large readership a publisher provides over money any day.

11/25/04 - Happy Thanksgiving!

I have moved several posts to the What's New Archive.

East Coast Games turns 6 this month! This domain was purchased 6 years ago to provide a place for beginning game developers to learn. Since then it has grown to feature a wider variety of gaming related articles. Now it includes fiction and poetry. I think if I was asked 6 years ago what I thought this site would be now, I would have said it would not last this long. Back then the Internet was still new. Very few people expected the web to stay virtually the same for so long. Some, like the president of Rhode Island College, felt the Internet was a fad. While I never thought it was a fad, I thought the web would have evolved. It has evolved, in the quality and quantity of content. The technology, however, has stayed virtually the same.

11/18/04 - The third issue of The End Times was published last night.

I have finally been convinced my life is not complete without a LiveJournal. So you can now find me there ranting and raving as LJ user forestjay. I am not sure how often I will use it, however, it will probably be more frequent (and personal) than my posts here. I will especially be using it for Camarilla related news.

11/11/04 - Happy Veterans Day.

I have become the assistant regional storyteller for new chronicle development in the NorthEast region of the Camarilla. Wow, that sounds like a big title. Anyhow, it's keeping me really busy, but it's fun. I get to write stuff for players.

11/4/04 - The first half (50,000 word / 200 pages) of Space Orphans has been completed. I'm hoping to get the next quarter completed in January.

10/28/04 - I have replaced the Amazon Honor system banner with a Child's Play banner. The banner will remain on the site until the conclusion of the charity.

Congratulations to the Boston Red Sox for winning the World Series for the first time since 1918. My grandfather had been a Red Sox fan until he died a few years ago and I am glad to have watched the game in the house he had lived in, even though he was not alive to see it.

I recently discovered that another East Coast Games, Inc. exists. It turns out the other East Coast Games is incorporated and located in Delaware. They are working on a game called Spoils of War which is an RTS/FPS similar to Natural Selection. If you are looking for them, their web address is http://www.ecgames.com/. We are in talks to make sure we do not conflict with each other.

10/20/04 - It is that time of year again and Penny Arcade is running the second annual Child's Play charity drive. The charity asks for good people like you to send games, toys, and cash to children's hospitals. Last year $250,000 in toys, games, and cash were donated to the sick children at Seattle Children's Hospital. Many of the children benefiting from the charity are long term patients. The idea behind Child's Play, beyond raising the spirits of ill children, is to show the news media that gamers are not the violent inhumane people they make us out to be. Unfortunately, even last year's successful drive did not grab the news media's attention. Probably because they feel the violent portrayal of gamers sells far better then stories about gamers coming together for a worthwhile cause.

This year the charity is supporting five hospitals from different locations within the United States. I sent a Deluxe Blo-Pens Creative Activity Set from Amazon.com to the Children's National Medical Center in Washington D.C. If you would like to donate please visit the Child's Play website at http://www.childsplaycharity.org/.

Tomorrow at 6:00am I will be on a flight to North Carolina for the International Camarilla Convention. I am very excited, although I am worried how much sleep I will get versus how much sleep I will need. I have had a cold for about a week and it feels like it is almost over, but maybe that is wishful thinking and I will have it the whole convention. Hopefully my roommates will not kick me out for coughing!

10/14/04 - I have added the following poem to the poetry section.

The poem is about a proxied battle that took place in Boston's Changeling venue. It was done amazingly well considering the number of people who proxied.

If you go to CNN's website and do a search for "Badnarik", as in Libertarian Presidential Candidate Michael Badnarik, guess how many hits you will get. If you guessed zero you would be correct. Green Party Candidate David Cobb and Independent Candidate Ralph Nader both have more coverage (as in they have coverage) on the same web site.

The Libertarian Party has more legislative representatives then all of the other 'third parties' combined and yet CNN will not cover their presidential candidate! The news media's generic excuse for not covering third party candidates is that they do not get enough votes to merit newsworthyness. That logic is exactly why they get so few votes. Unexposed candidates cannot win elections. When the news talks about how the candidates stand on the issues they ignore the third parties.

The Commission for Presidential Debates (CPD) is a nonprofit corporation that claims it is nonpartisan. Yet, if it was truly nonpartisan it would invite ALL presidential candidates. Because the only debates that got national news coverage were held by the CPD and the CPD only allowed Republicans and Democrats to participate both Michael Badnarik and David Cobb crossed the barrier to try and enter the debate. Both were arrested. Despite the fact two presidential candidates were arrested trying to get to a debate they should have taken part in the major news media still will not cover the candidates.

The CPD gets some public funding from Arizona. For this reason Arizona Libertarians have filed a law suit against Arizona. It is a violation of the Finance Reform Act and Arizona state law.

I will be at the International Camarilla Convention next Thursday so I will try to make a post on Wednesday. If I cannot find the time I will have to skip next week.

10/7/04 - I finished reading The Dark Tower. I am still having trouble deciding how much or how little I like it. It is a good book with lots of action and great characterization. I still cannot get over the fact that Stephen King used himself as a character. This series was meant to be his greatest work or his opus. He makes books outside of the series important to the characters and story which therefore makes it seem like a marketing strategy. In all of the greatest works of fiction I cannot think of one work that included the author as a character. The Odyssey did not have Homer as a character. Pride and Prejudice did not have Jane Austin as a character. The Time Machine did not have H. G. Wells as a character. So either this is a ground-breaking piece of literature or it is an egotistic slap in the face for the readers. Had I known in the 1980s that the series would have ended as it did I do not think I would have begun reading it. At the point when he introduced himself as a character it was really too late to give up reading it. Perhaps it is because many of the early readers needed to read the final books to get a sense of completion he felt he could use the last three to market himself and the other books. Now, do not think I am completely anti-King because of this. I still like the other books of his that I have read. Maybe the last three books in the series were more of an experiment than a marketing scheme. They also do make sense to try now as he retires.

I uploaded the latest version of my iTunes play-list. It includes new music I have added over the last several months from The Streets, Lazyboy, Coheed and Cambria, as well as some older music from The Cranberries. I am in a bit of a money crunch until February so I unfortunately will not be buying more music until then.

Is it my imagination or have web journalists decided they do not need copyeditors? I cannot say my grammar is perfect but all of the writing I have done for The End Times and IGN has been copyedited. I saw somebody's print-out of a sport's story from The Boston Globe's website and the very first sentence had a typo. It is not just them either as I saw a typo in a print-out of a story from ESPN as well. That type of sloppy publishing hurts the medium and speaks poorly of those outlets.

My son got glasses Tuesday. I have been wearing glasses for as long as I can remember and I did not expect to dislike them as much as I do. I tell him they look great. My wife has perfect vision so it was always possible our son's vision would be from her genes. I was not very fond of how I looked as a child with glasses and he looks very much now like I did as a child. I also hate that he will be stuck with glasses, or possibly contacts, for the rest of his life. When he went to school yesterday the kids thought it was cool because Harry Potter wears glasses. While it may be cooler now then it was, it is still a hindrance to have to wear them and to always have to worry about losing or breaking them. I have been avoiding the eye doctor for a few months so I could wait until February when I can afford new glasses. The lenses in my glasses are scratched and will probably need to be replaced. When the lenses are new and clean they are very easy to see-through. However, just the natural oils from skin can make them hard to see through. They also make them hard to clean. I hate that he will have to live with that. On the other hand, things could be so much worse.

9/30/04 - I got my copy of The Dark Tower. I think I'm about one third through it. It's the largest book of the series. So far it's good. The end will determine my final opinion of it and the series. I liked all the books up until Stephen King introduced himself as a character. I'll wait and see how this book is before I decide if it was as bad a decision as I originally deemed it.

Around 1990 several people predicted what life would be like by the year 2000. I wrote some of them down, but lost them until earlier this week. Apparently I wrote in pencil using cursive writing in that period of my life. I'm glad I've come past that point in my life as reading something written 14 years ago in pencil is a bit difficult.

1. Mikhail Gorbachev will loosen control of communist USSR.
   This one is basically TRUE. Not that he did it willingly but Russia is now a Democracy with a president.
2. Bridge deaths of many.
   Wow, how vague. People have died because of bridges and on bridges, but that's always been true. I have to deem this one FALSE.
3. One of the 'Golden Girls' will have a sex change.
   FALSE! I can't belive I wasted my time writing that 14 years ago!
4. Bryant Gumble will be fired.
   He worked for 25 years at NBC as an anchor for 'The Today Show.' He left the job in 1997 to work at CBS news. As far as I can tell he was not fired so I deem this FALSE.
5. Oprah Winfrey marries Arsenio Hall
   FALSE.
6. Big earthquake on west coast.
   In 1817 and 1989 an earthquake reached M7 in the West Coast. The great Alaska Earthquake of 1964 was M9.2. Since there was no earthquake in California higher then M6 this is FALSE.
7. People who destroy the planet will be called criminal.
   I honestly have no idea what this means so I'll have to say FALSE.
8. 1990 - 1993 there will be a depression.
   Close, we had a recession during George Herbert Walker's presidency. Still, not close enough. FALSE.
9. Aliens visit and do not hide
   Even if this meant illegal aliens from Mexico, FALSE.
10. We will have a female president.
    FALSE, unfortunately we have not even had any women run yet. Hopefully Hillary Clinton will not run, but I would have voted for Elizabeth Dole.
11. Madonna hits it big.
    TRUE, she already was big, I thought. But she has lasted far longer then the majority of superstars. Congratulations Madonna.
12. Roseanne gets married.
    I assume this meant Roseanne Bar. Roseanne was married in 1990 to Bill Pentland and later that year to Tom Arnold. The marriage with Tom Arnold ended after four years. In 1995 she married Ben Thomas. So this is TRUE.

That means three out of 12 predictions were correct. That is 25% correct. I wish I had written down who these predictions were made by. I remember I wrote them down after hearing them on two major network television programs. If I ever do this again I'll have to remember to use pen instead of pencil!

I think the reason I wrote them down was to determine their accuracy. Based on these findings I must say that predictions are generally inaccurate, even the vague ones.

9/22/04 - The Dark Tower was released yesterday. My copy will hopefully arrive soon. It is the last book in Stephen King's Dark Tower series.

There is an interesting article in Time Magazine about the two truths media outlets show about President Bush. They go on to say that one side of the media believes Bush is a hero and saviour. The other side belive he is a despotic zealot. I have not personally noticed any media outlets take the former stance but it is possible I have tuned them out because they differ from my own views. The latter, however, I hear regularly. Living in Rhode Island and working in Massachusetts means I am surrounded by Democratic propaganda. My favorite radio station, WFNX, does not seem to care too much about the other candidates but all the presidential news include anti-Bush opinions. As much as I agree and sympathize with those feelings, I do not feel they have any place in the news. The news should be about the facts. Who does what when, where, sometimes why, and how. It should not include stereotyping, name calling, or bashing just for the sake of bashing.

The article also talks about how the Internet is causing news reporters to have trouble justifying some statements. Popular blogs questioning the truth behind some news sources are easily backed by information from web searches. People's new-found easy-access to information will hopefully force reporters to be more honest or lose their already diminishing audience.

9/16/04 - Issue 2 of The End Times has just been published. It includes some terrific art, two stories, and a collection of poetry.

Today's my birthday. My mother-in-law asked me if I feel like an old man. I'm not against getting old, it's part of life. Maybe my opinion will change in twenty years. The younger a person is the harder it is for them to get respect in the workplace. People ask me why I have a beard when it makes me look older. I always reply that older is often better. Unfortunately, there is an age when the attitude reverses. No company wants to invest in a person who might retire or need to leave for health reasons.

New draft legislation (bills: S89 and HR 163) is currently being planned in both the house and senate. This legislation will make people more eligible to be drafted then ever before. It will also allow women to be drafted. While it may be fair or equal for women to be subjected to the draft it's illogical and uncivilized. If we draft women in a prolonged war of over twenty years we would have a net population loss. If our opponents did not draft women we would quickly tip the balance in our opponents favor! This is also a potentially destructive action against families. If both parents of a child are drafted then the traditional family structure will be broken. Being forced to grow up with one parent can be difficult on a child, being forced to grow up with neither is devastating.

Some people hypothesize that if these bills are passed and Bush is re-elected the draft will be re-instated as early as 2005. If my son is at risk of being drafted to fight a war of aggression (like the current war) I will not hesitate to move to another country.

Bush senior caused 9/11. During his time with the CIA he supplied Al Quida with weapons so that they would fight the Russians. Giving weapons to a third world nation is not a humanitarian act. When Bush senior attacked Iraq for oil in the first Gulf war Osama bin Laden became angry with the United States. His revenge for Bush senior's war was the 9/11 attacks. Now Bush senior's shadow of a son has us fighting again. Our country is not just fighting for terrorism or Iraqi freedom, the fighting is to make some of us rich. Our Vice President, Dick Cheney, worked for Halliburton, an oil services corporation, and stands to make a substantial amount of money from the war efforts. Some people are quick to point out that our president's grandfather made money working with Nazis. While it may not be as drastic, it should be noted that the Kennedy fortune was made from illegal importation of alcohol. Dr. Condoleezza Rice, National Security Advisor, served on Chevron's board of directors.

You can write to your senator about the draft legislation via http://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm and your congressional representative via http://clerk.house.gov/members/index.html.

9/9/04 - The first quarter or 25,000 words in the original draft of Space Orphans was finished on 9/6/04. The first half is expected to be completed around the holiday season. The book is currently expected to be approximately 100,000 words long.

My son began preschool this week. So far he seems to be enjoying himself.

9/2/04 - I have archived some of the news into the What's New Archive.

I got my Michael Badnarik (Libertarian) presidential campaign bumper sticker this week. It's already on my car.

This is a very important election. Please vote. Please do not forget that while most of the government is run by two parties, funded by special interests, and want to keep your votes restricted to those two parties, the United States is a democracy. There are other candidates. If you are unsure of who to vote for, or have not heard anything about the other party's candidates please try the SelectSmart.com candidate selector. It is a quiz that will give you results based on questions determining your political stances. The following is the output it gave me:

8/26/04 - I have added the following poem to the poetry section.

This poem relates to an epic poem called Days of Fire that was created by White Wolf. It's an amazing poem. As the current World of Darkness comes to a close my characters have had some great revelations. I hope this type of dicovery will continue to exist in their new World of Darkness. I was going to wait for the LARP books to be realesed before buying any of the new books, but my friends are already creating bloodlines so I want to catch up. Hopefully the books will arrive fairly soon.

8/19/04 - While Time-Keepers is being looked at by publishing companies, I have begun work on my second full-length novel, Space Orphans. A link to the Space Orphans page has been added to the side-menu.

Stephanie sent me a copy of a picture of her belly from the signing at the Evanescence Concert. So here it is:

8/12/04 - A few of you wrote trying to bribe me to tell you what update I would make about Time-Keepers. I was evil, and made you all wait until today. So, here it is: the copyediting and fourth draft of Time-Keepers has been completed! I now feel it is ready to be read by publishers. I have created a Marketing Plan for publishers to review. I will now be actively mailing publishers about the book.

In other news, I went to Turbine Nation/ACPL 2004 on Saturday. I have added an event write-up for it to the event reviews section.

2/18/04 - Tanga Chapter 17 titled The Alpha has been posted.

This week's EVE Vault discussion is about family. Last week's discussion, which I wrote before leaving for vacation, was about Puritanical Ideals and directly relates to Janet Jackson.

The initial writing of Time Keepers is now complete. In other words, the first draft is done. I'm now editting to create a second draft. I hope to have my editting done late second quarter of 2004 at which time it will be copyeditted. The book is currently 166,354 words long. It's generally too costly to publish books greater than 100,000 words. For this reason I am breaking the book into two books. The first book is about 87,000 words long and the second book is 78,000 words. If they do get published separately it will probably be as 'Time Keepers - The Colony (Volume 1)' and 'Time Keepers - First Mission (Volume 2)'.

Congratulations to Orson Scott Card on having the writers from X-MEN 2 signed to Ender's Game: The Movie

My vacation in the Berkshires was fun. We went to the butterfly conservatory, the Berkshire Musuem, and went Tubing at Brodie Mountian twice.

I watched the Grammy's purely to see Amy Lee of Evanescence. Congratulations to them for their two Grammys. I also found it disappointing Janet Jackson did not attend because of the Super Bowl and yet the untalented Mickey Mouse Club reject not only went but sang twice and undeservingly won a Grammy over Sting. I seriously doubt I'll waste time to watch the Grammy awards again.

2/4/04 - This week's EVE Vault discussion is about Future Interfaces.

Last Thursday I was listening to a local "alt-rock" station and heard that Amy Lee of Evanescence is "sick of playing music from Fallen" because it was lyrics from her late teens. I'd love to see them come out with a new album, but that's a fairly depressing thing to hear after buying tickets to their show! I'm hoping it was just an exaggeration.

Many people, many other people, watched the superbowl on Sunday. I've only watched one Super Bowl and it was the last one the Patriots one. I'm not a big sports fan. I'd rather play sports (or games for that matter) than watch. Anyway, with all the hullabaloo they made about the half-time show, maybe I made the wrong decision. I keep wondering why CBS would ever have MTV produce anything for them. CBS is like ten times bigger, can't they do it themselves? I guess maybe they expected MTV's specialization would make it a better show. Honestly though, MTV lost my interest when they stopped being about music and began airing traditional shows. The FCC is an extremely out of place agency. Sure, it is important to enforce a rating system, but that's not what they do. They enforce antiquated rules. Remember the vchip? Well where is it today? Why is it that we aren't allowing broadcast channels to broadcast whatever they went within the rating? Even more important, why would the FCC fine for a LIVE broadcast? You can't control a live broadcast, trust me I was a DJ for awhile, I know. Also, where are all these "angry" people who were upset by Janet Jackson's breast? Why is it OK for our children to see violence and murder on television but not the human body in it's natural form?

I'll be on vacation next week and might not have time to post the weekly update. I will be writing a weekly discussion and chapter of Tanga, although I'm not sure when they will be published. They may have to be posted before I leave.

I have updated my iTunes Playlist again. It's had a ton added.

1/28/04 -